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# 30

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路灯拉长孤单的轮廓\
心事在夜色里反复停泊\
试过装着洒脱\
学着沉默\
却还是困在原地\
无法挣脱

过来人都说该放下执着\
向前走别再回头去琢磨\
道理都听懂了\
句句透彻\
可情绪偏要和理智\
不停拉扯

那些劝人的话\
我也说过很多\
轮到和自己\
却束手无策

我可能也不会\
彻底忘了\
也可能学不会\
坦然放过\
回忆像旧歌\
循环在耳朵\
挥之不去的\
每一段温热

我可能也不会\
重新选择\
也可能逃不开\
心底枷锁\
故事已落幕\
人还在纠葛\
这份遗憾\
终究难割舍

走过曾经并肩的巷口\
晚风还带着旧时温柔\
假装不在意\
匆匆游走\
脚步却不自觉\
慢慢停留

以为时间能抚平褶皱\
冲淡所有心动和哀愁\
熬过人来人往\
四季如酒\
唯独对你\
还没能看透

嘴上说着算了\
不再牵挂\
眼底深处\
还藏着挣扎

我可能也不会\
彻底忘了\
也可能学不会\
坦然放过\
回忆像旧歌\
循环在耳朵\
挥之不去\
每一段温热

我可能也不会\
重新选择\
也可能逃不开\
心底枷锁\
故事已落幕\
人还在纠葛\
这份遗憾\
终究难割舍

也许这辈子\
我可能也不会\
和从前的自己\
握手言和\
又怎么\
能怎么


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