# 20

我在想着身体可能住着一群这样的东西。它们都象是不知道有多小的小球。它们弹性多变，不知道什么状态就会把自己放大到能充满整个身体吧。想想颇多这样的经历。本来看淡的东西，却不知道什么时候失了态。本来坚持的东西，却不知道什么时候打破了它。本来想抓住的东西，不知道什么时候突然放了手。看得破人生，却看不破自己。看得破生死，却看不破当下。

古时候乐天居士某天问刘十九：绿蚁新醅酒，红泥小火炉。 晚来天欲雪，能饮一杯无。这样的天气，这样的时节，就算天不欲雪，我来了小情绪，你来不来？

早安，世界。早安，未来。早安，给放纵的小情绪。

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